school's out for 6 weeks! which means 4 weeks of attachment and 2 weeks of break before the new year comes again! omg... it's all coming so fast. soon year 3 will come, PRCP then to staff... life is going at lightning speed. need to slow down!
anyway 4 weeks of attachment does not mean rest! there's still case study to do, projects, and dance. from what i just heard was that ms ong changed some steps again... omg..! need to catch up... and confirm getting character shoes. so i need to go get it sooooon!
so far attachment have been alright... you know as you grow you get to do more things. at least this time we're kept busier... by helping with drips, H/Cs, fleet[first time i did it ok!], dressing...
oh yea talking about dressing... that day i was telling denmarc he's crazy in philipine language... then he was oh! you know ah... blahblah... then about 6.15pm he asked me if i was free. so i was like yea, need help with what? so he ask me to do dressing with him. coz i think he asked sa adah then i think she rejected him or something.. not very sure. ok... he went like 'you called me crazy, it's my time to torture you!' hahahahha i tot he was going to make me do dressing or what... but in the end is he do... wells the torturing part is not that i have to help him... the torturing part was to stay in the room for 2hours 2mins with PPE and you have to keep supporting the limb, also with an empty stomach! yes... in the end i missed break and is was almost time to knock off=X ohwells at least i learnt something... what is a vacc dressing and HOW to do it! omg.. the process is rather tedious esp with multiple sites to do with...whew... ok la... so far one week there only... not bad la.. just that filled with smelly old men that's all. [FYI i dislike male cubicles! haha]
//in life there are many regrets we face, what can we do to remove the regrets?

energy,strength and believe
school's draining me out... attachment starts next week. there goes the horrendous cycle!!
had lessons till supposed 6pm but ended by 5pm! woohoo thanks to bio lab lecturer:D went to isetan orchard to find mummy and came home. JAM! JAM! we only reached home at 8pm.tsktsk! so... came home and did whatever i am supposed to do and here i am doing a little update of my life.
tml is 2.4km run! coz friday rained!! vanessa wants us to do our pre-test!!!!! so... it goes, school officially ends at 1pm.. but i hope that can be realeased a little early to catch 'chitchit' (DC lunchtime concert piece) then project all the way till 4.30pm. RUNNING! omg! pray hard it rains?! so running will be postponed till next year! (sounds good for a deal?!) after run will be dance! GIMME,GIMME.... and all the way till night. and back home.
thurs skills assessment! hope i don't die, hope i don't get TANG! the most irritating lecture on earth!=X=X I/V therapy here i come to conquer you!:D
ok byes.
depression!!
skills assessment for I/V therapy is next thursday! omg la!
haix, i neeeeeed to practice and having to count 35 or 42 dpm! whywhy?!
can i just have the terumo pump?!:(
today at clinical lab i was simply becoming like a mad person! count count count! when you dun get it you so wanna strangle the tube! but it wont help.... that's why all of us having depression already! plus two more weeks later back to attachment haix....
school is such a chore!
driving yesterday, first session was alright la.. but second session was... horrible! im so not used to drive at night! how?! kerb side stopping was alright la.. i still hate doing proper engine brake! coz i think very 'ma fan' to have to gear down as there is not really enough time. poor estimation! better get it right by next lesson:) hatchback car shall be my motivation!! woohoo! yes, i want a hatchback:D:D
NAPFA pre-test tml! omgomg! 5 items are all ok,seriously. WHY 2.4KM!!! muscle endurance and cardiovascular endurance, where are you?!>:( i need you for my 2.4km run! the most confident one is flexibility component! stretching!wahahahahhaah! ahya... see how tml then...
ok bye people!
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY LI CHING!(ytd)
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY LOISURE!
BACK TO UPDATE MORE WHEN IM FREE!
it's been a week since i've updated.
so... here goes about my boring life.
last sunday:
was one day before all saints day... thus went up to cck to find grandma and somemore elderly whom i've never seen before. even mummy have not seen them before. tooo bad not even a picture. after that came home for lunch with daddy and brother. SEAFOOD noodles:D i love it! coz it's very 'qing dan'. YUMMYS then rest at home the whole day.
monday,tuesday,wednesday,thursday SCHOOL!
ok, ytd school ends at 1. went over to redhil with georgie for something. THE MRT WOMAN CHEATED US . she said exit and walk str8 allllll the way[confidently], so we did.... we walk like some idiots to some mall until we got frustrated and hungry. had kou fu for lunch and cabbed to the place. THE CAB U-TURNED! see why we're angry with the woman. tsk! nvm, i came back to school for dance:D but forgot some steps la...omg luckily didnt die. watched the all i ask of you dance piece nice. more gentle piece as compared to gimme,gimme~!:D
cut my fringe! yes happy! asked for permission before i dare to hack it off, but the back cannot touch=x need to be able to tie a high ponytail by feb without any hair falling off!!
driving later... please dun rain! HOW CAN THIS BE PREVENTED?! [ps doing project now]
ok la.... byes!
pardon me, didnt post on the 26th!
ok currently rotting in school.
waiting for 15 more minutes then go for driving and it's gonna rain soon! omg!! please not another rainy day?! just hope a drizzle will do until i reach home! hahaha
school has been a chore for the past three days of week 2... but still alright. everything coping well, hope that it's maintained! DUN PON LECTURES! though i had the urge ytd when lecture starts at 8am!
i cant think of anything to blog already, i lead my boring life. byes!
ps. my LE MONE book is so gonna kill me with it's weight!damn it.
HAPPY BIRHDAY JOLENE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNNA!
TIRED!!
what do you expect with having dance on tuesday,wednesday,friday and saturday! and they end at 2230 hours! having to travel one hour home is NO JOKE!
also it's called: there goes your sleeping,eating,studying time.
but thank god, ms ong only wants the newbies to be involved in two items only:D
that means next week dance will be on wednesday and saturday only! woohoo!!
now havin floor burn wound on my knee, plus bruises,muscle aches, butt cramps,pain in the sole[eh, danced barefooted. wells shoes are uncomfortable esp when they are super slippery.]
all the dancers were like walking around like we have some muscular system problem. i had to go down the steps one by one initally,later on take the lift everywhere in school! tsktsk.
so... school's in, holiday's out. =X
in for a 'GREAT TIME' this sem, according to shaun goh [attachment lecturer] he said that this sem will be more difficult for us.
As injections will be in, BCLS will be in and many more. Im not really that worried for BCLS based on the knowledge i have since sec one. just that matter of amount of air blown in and the compression level that makes me, shiver a little. while injection can be a tedious process. should you pinch the site? stretch the side?give 90 degrees in?give 30 degrees in? which site are you giving? AHHHHHH! BRAIN CELLS ARE DYING.
let's hope for the best and my clinical lab lecturer doesnt go mad. FYI she takes us for mental health too, i think all mental health lecturers are psychotic in some ways!
anyway had elective chosen. PHYSICAL FITNESS in short, it's PE! wooohooo it's been ages since i had PE:D:D i wanna go running,play captain's ball [teresa said there is!] yay! so exciting right! but the minus point is that it's still examinable. that means we have to learn which muscle is being exercise etc. boooo. and it's on FRIDAYS! not able to go back for training and right after it may have dance.opppps. this sem my life is so piled up when it is only the first week. haix... face up to it,more to come! esp when musical will only end in feb, which is two weeks before exams! congrats to me!=X
ok gtg. back for more updates when im free...
ps. DOES MY ENGLISH SOUND WEIRD? clare's friend said so. hmmmms.
school's back again tml. sian....
I was very scared i will lose you that very moment, till i was trembling. A moment i'll never forget and never want to talk about it again.God please take care of her. I don't ask for anything much but your health to be good.

NHC WARD 56! it's love!

SISTER TONG! she damn funny! we love her lessons wahahaha!

a little candid shot of her *glees*
didnt manage to work with him. but everytime break time got to talk to him. funny man! hahahaha and his moustache! haha

our hot doctor! haha everyone have been eyeing on him! hahaha
we made sister tong go get him to take a picture with us! haha
so....
sis tong went to find adrian.
adrian: 'i need to see patient.'
sis tong: 'see patient? ok come, follow me'
AND SHE LED HIM TO THE CONSULTANT ROOM! [we were waiting in there]
we totally burst out laughing there la!
after that eileen LOO asked for individual picture when we passed him the above picture [yea,printed it out on the spot! all wanted to write what, phone number,email add etc. at the back!]

skipped the rest.
namirah,adrian,me.
ps he was quite afraid his consultant will see him taking photos! haha on the other hand i think next time he'll have his fears for students! wahahahhaha
so the story continues....

the female doctor,just above the piece of paper said that we all owe her a meal coz she was the one who made adrian come up. hahaha!
and after that dunno who came out with the idea of holding a piece of paper and states....
WE HAVE ALL TAKEN PICTURE WITH ADRIAN OOI! XOXO
haha we gave him that paper too! woohoo!
ok enough of him!
took more photos!
my berliu ka ate!:D
to sum up...
I LOVE 98% OF THE STAFFS!
they are soso nice! they help you meet your objectives, they teach you things beyond classrooms and books, they treat you from the heart.
they believe in teaching you when you're a student. so when you become a SN you'll aid them well instead of being a bugger. which i think should be the way. best ward ever to be attached to!
never ever take students as just an extra pair of hands, if you know what i mean.
THANK YOU ALL! for making this learning experience, GREAT, FULFILLING and UNFORGETABLE;)
need to get rest, watching movie with muqin later. free tickets! wheeees
since last thursday have been too tired to update!
shall just sum up with my life.
ok, attachment. still at B2 side. which im happy with. dun really like working with paying class patients. have to be nice to them like super high class maids like that. yea.
last week i was at the female cubicle. funny la. got some long-stayer la. then they know the place well already so they joke with us and like their nice la. just non-stop callbells from certain people. tiring. and they somehow know what time to call! when you're ending your shift. so.... most of the time we have to OT with NO OT PAY! how tiring can it get. it's bad till we 'didnt see anything' and hurry run away. if not it's never ending!
this week im stuck at the male cubicle. ok,declaration. i dislike having male patients. coz i think some of them are very unhygenic, some are very MCP大男人主义!, and they got you know 男人味 i dun like the smell! i find it very smelly! haha maybe im gonna die alone....haha and so ya.
got one is so unhygenic until i clear his urinal which have urine inside! kena scolding by the stupid patient. not say like
I never put back one new one for you right?! then scold me for what!
the story:
me and one PCA was in there at just the bed BESIDE HIS!
then he trying to be a joke or something press call bell.
so i went like uncle what you want?!
and he started blabbing whole loads of malay to me. HELLO DO I LOOK LIKE A MALAY TO YOU EVEN SO DO I LOOK LIKE I UNDERSTAND MALAY! EVERY DAY I HAVE BEEN TELLING HIM, UNCLE TALK TO ME IN CHINESE I CAN UNDERSTAND!!! HE JUST DOESNT CARE.TSK!
so never mind.
he went like i seriously didnt get him the first part, he was simply talking and only he can hear.
then i was like uncle why? nothing spill.*look around his drawer*
then he talktalktalk.
and finally he said clearly, why your take my urinal away?! [it's not yours it's the wards]
so i went like ok uncle you want to urine now izzit?
he went no!
then i say ok then why?
and he said i need a urinal here! you cant possibly ask me hold and blahblahblah. and he scolded me like i was the one who took it away.tsk.
then i say ok uncle i take another one for you ok?!
*takes urinal and come back*
he went on WHY YOUR MUST TAKE MY URINAL AWAY?!
so i explained to him[obviously not in a very nice tone,how irritated i was read and measure yourself, it's not the first day im standing his nonsense.]
UNCLE! urine is dirty, have to pour away and wash the urinal. and being a idiotic old man he said this what nonsense my urine is clean
totally i was like pissssssssed off already! i just walked away and let him continue ranting away.
what next, he's gonna say OH MY FEACES IS STERILE! wth la!
another one:
he ate HALF portion of the rice of his diet already.
then he complain to me say why the food is cold, said something else very sacarstic that i cant remember.
so i was like oh ok, you want i warm it up for you?
he was like can warm ah? ok warm.
*go warm 1 min*
uncle! come and have your dinner.
SO FAST!
my reaction was like o.o [how long you want?]
he continued with this you warm where the refrigerator ah?!
wth! what crap you talking about!! no, i think maybe you should use your ass to warm it up, it will work better then our microwave:)
so i said i warmed it ONE minute in the MICROWAVE!
and there he goes no la not warm enough must warm five minutes and all.
*warm 5 minutes,help serve milo[was supper time]*
went back about 10mins time.he was talking to other patients la, so not so hurry.
then i went back, uncle come eat.
wah, now take so long ah.
WTH LA! too fast complain, too slow complain. HELLO YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY PATIENT I HAVE TO ATTEND TOO!
so i let him be went around adjusting curtain etc.
he removed the cover which was a little warmer than normal.
*glees* another patient help me by saying him, see now warm until your hand oso hot already!
woohoo thank you! yes that mr... is nice:D:D also i took him for casestudy!
ohoh he has a real funny message tone. it's like mehhhhhh....sage!
heard it when i was doing admission today! haha damn funny we were all laughing at him and the tone la! woohoo.
soso.... need all kinds of people to make the world go round.
but i would like to tell out to everyone is that....
nurses are humans.
we are children of our parents.
DO NOT treat us like we owe you big time.
DO NOT treat us like servants/slaves.
DO NOT think you are the only patient in the whole ward.
DO NOT think our job is easy.
DO NOT press callbells like it's for free [it's free], know your limits. we understand if you are unable to do it, but if you are able to do it why should we be your maid?
DO NOT purposely know it's our time off, you start calling like nobody's business or start calling once you see students walking into the ward.
DO listen to what we tell you, coz it's for your own good.
Relatives should also co-operate more rather than having things done at that moment!
we only got one pair of hands each! can't you all be a little more understanding?!
my list will go on. i wanna sleep.morning tml.
FRIDAY:D:D:D and dance on sat!
update more when im free with energy!
counting your blessings will make you all happier people. be glad you are still accessible to medical treatment. unlike the disaster place, we'll never know how it's like there till we really see it for ourselves. God bless them.